Dear August,

You’ve been the best month ever!!! Even better than May (which was my graduation and birthday month.) May didn’t end in a good note for me.

During the month of August, I’ve become better as a therapist, got a new car, gained muscles, and managed to practice the things I said I was going to do.

In July, I felt like the devil was working overtime to take me down. I don’t want to discuss details at this time but July was rough for me. I contemplated suicide and was constantly in my thoughts. I spent the month of July looking over my shoulder and slipped into old habits.

As the summer is coming to an end, I’m thinking about how much summers have changed.

When I was younger, I used to hate summer. Growing up in a single parent household, we got really tough to stay afloat during the summer. It was a constant battle/anxiety for me until I started college and made my own money.

As I got older, I would have summer flings that turned sour and ultimately messed with my emotions. This summer there was no boo, baes, side dude, nothing and I enjoyed it. I enjoyed learning myself instead of being wrapped up in men. I’m growing up 😊

I’m hoping the last few months end on a good note and I keep progressing.

Remember, put God first. If you don’t believe, put good vibes first.

Wishing you the best in your life,

Lex

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